Scared , Happy , Curious , Sad became one in my heart . Why ? cause i have to be far away from my bestfriends and now we are no longer Best Friends . The word that left just "FRIENDS"
kata kata yg dulu suka mereka bilang ke gue "Ndin , kita selalu jadi sahabat ya .Whatever it takes to be , i want you to stay in my heart and soul " sekarang udah ngga ada artinya . Waktu udah ngga mau memihak gue buat deket sama mereka . And yeah , i try to forget the old memories that still linger in my head :')
Now i meet some new friends at school , temen temen sekolah gue yang sekarang emang beda banget sama yg dulu , personality traits mereka SO DIFFERENT from my ex best friends . Susah buat penyesuaian ? ya iyalah . Tertekan ? banget . Tapi gue bisa apa ? berontak ? ngga ngaruh buat gue . Diem ... cuma itu yg bisa gue lakuin sekarang ini .
Well ,as you can see gue ngga betah sama sekolah gue yg sekarang ini .Tapi temen gue yg satu ini buat gue berubah pikiran secara ngga langsung . Kata kata "Pindah" yg dulu sering gue ucapin ke nyokap bokap gue sekarang udah ngga pernah gue omongin lagi . Why ? cause she made me loved my school , she teaches me how to changed . Now i am a different person than before and i am happy about that :)
I still love my exbestfriends , gue sama mereka emang ngga ada masalah kok , status BFF kita emang udah ngga berlaku lagi karena Yeah , Time changes everything . Faktor faktor sepele lah yg ngebuat gue ngga bisa tetep sahabatan lagi . Long distance Friendship emang lebih susah kok daripada having a Long distance love . Trust me , i loved them yes i do . It just i can't do that anymore. gue harus cari pengalaman baru di masa masa high school gue sekarang ini . Dan yeah sekarang gue emang punya sahabat lagi She's Asri Rahmania :) dia emang bukan anak anak eksis di sekolah tapi gue kan ga nyari anak eksis buat jadi temen apalagi sahabat . All i need is a friend indeed , Dan satu hal yg mau gue sampein ke exbestfriends gue kalo mereka baca ini "Hey , call me okay ? we can share some experiences like we used to :) i love you and it will never change Friends " ga pernah ada kan yang namanya mantan temen , even if they're your enemies they still your friends !
and for my Best Friends i hope we can be together as long as we can yah . Love you
From
Andine
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